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    Sleepless in San Antonio


    2011 - 09.07

    It seems like forever since the last time a blogged. So many things have happened this year! I started working on my Masters Degree, I got engaged, celebrated another birthday, welcomed another nephew into the world, spent a lot of time with Steve’s and my family, UTSA football kicked off, etc!!!! At night I find myself wanting to write about all the life changing experiences I have gone through these past few months but I am just too exhausted to collect my thoughts and write a witty article.

    It used to be that I was so tired I would fall asleep with absolutely no issues…. there wasn’t a single thing that could keep me from my sleep. Except for food of course! But lately, I find my mind racing. Whether work, family, friends or school it just doesn’t seem to want to shut off. I wonder if a lot of it has to do with the fact that I stopped working out like I used to or that my brain is challenged daily with school work or I am trying to figure out where my career and future are heading? Who knows- maybe its a collection of all things.

    As I entered the last year in my 20′s I realized that growing up and being a responsible adult is not AT ALL what I envisioned as a child. Sure, you have more independence and money to spend but you also have more responsibilities and headaches to deal with. Putting your ducks in a row so you can start to have a family becomes priority number 1. Don’t get me wrong… I am not complaining. I LOVE my life! I am blessed with a great job, a wonderful family, loyal friends and a loving fiance. I just never thought that with all of these wonderful things in my life that I would find it difficult to sleep at night.

    A coworker suggested Dream Water. That didn’t work for me. I found it made me sleepy and 2 hours later I was completely awake. Melatonin did the same thing. Tylenol PM and Nyquil became my best friends but I stopped taking them because they cant be good for your liver. I saw a doctor and he prescribed me some sleeping medication. That seems to be the only thing that helps. Thats sad isn’t it? How is it that when my life was more chaotic, I got better sleep?  Anyways, if anyone knows of a good natural sleeping remedy please share with your girl :)

    Sweet Dreams to you all,

    Soph

    Tornado’s


    2009 - 09.29

    So, Last night I had the most vivid dream. I was hanging out with friends on a front porch and I saw a tornado form in front of my eyes. I saw the molecules and atoms and all the dust and debri begin to come toward me…. and then right as it was about to get to the place where I was at, it disappeared.

    Then the dream turned to everyone running to their cars to try and get out of the city and tornadoes began to form all around. First off, this is not a good way to start your morning. This dream really freaked me out. So what does one do when they have questions about mundane things?….. They Google it!

    SO this is what Google has to say about the meaning in dreaming of tornadoes:

    Tornado’s may symbolize lots of things. They may link to bad things that are about to happen and problems that you are anticipating.

    QUESTIONS to help you make associations(pick the one that makes most sense to you)
    - What issue yesterday sent your mind into a spin?
    - Have you been very stressed recently?
    - What crisis are you planning for in the near future?
    - Are there many changes in your life right now?

    KEY WORDS : Uncertain, unforeseen,changes, weather forecast, stress(write down some quotes that capture your key feelings on issues that have been dominating your mind. Then see if any of these words could appear in those quotes)

    KEY PHRASES(Pick a quote which captures your feelings right now. Think especially of the day before the dream) :
    - “uncertain about the future”
    - “coping with all these changes in my life”
    - “I am having to come to terms with the changes in my life”
    - “I cannot relax”
    - “been told so many things at one time – simply bombarded with too much information”
    - “I simply did not expect that”
    - “I am starting to feel ill”
    - “yesterdays weather forecast”

    Tornado’s may symbolize your own uncertainties about the future. That can be linked to major changes taking place in your life. E.g.

    So the question is… What is brewing in my life to cause insecurities? Should I be cautious about work? my relationship? my friends? Ugh!

    What do you think? Are dreams just bundles up emotions that aren’t meant to make sense?

    xoxoxo